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Sun, 19 May 2013 07:07:55 -0400

I can’t sleep. I’m so incredibly tired of being sad and hardly being able to help it. I it...

Sun, 19 May 2013 07:04:47 -0400

I can’t sleep. I’m so incredibly tired of being sad and hardly being able to help it. I it constantly affecting the people around me and keeping me from wanting to try and get out of it because I feel like I can’t. I know it’s not impossible. But all I care about is wallowing in my self pity than bashing on myself for it later down the road. It’s like a cycle I refuse to do anything about right now because a way out of any of this seem unrealistic and again selfish. Wrong. Not like suicide or anything calm down. Just of my present arrangements and everything else. I feel like I can’t make people happy like I’m not allowed nor able to indulge in anything that might make me happy. I can’t stop complaining. I can’t stop crying. I can’t stop feeling useless.

I need to do things. I need a job. I should go to school.
I don’t want to. I don’t want anything but to cry into my boo bears arms and just remain there. I can’t process or except my reality. I want to curl up and disappear. I want a holiday. I want my soma ration. (That last part is a joke for I just finished reading brave new world) I just want to feel happy. Entirely happy. It’s been a while and I hate always having my failures or my problems in the back of my mind

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Fri, 17 May 2013 15:44:38 -0400

amandaonwriting: Reading on the stairs

Fri, 17 May 2013 15:40:34 -0400

amandaonwriting:

Reading on the stairs

zodiacsociety: Gemini and the inner you. My life!

Fri, 17 May 2013 15:33:57 -0400

zodiacsociety:

Gemini and the inner you.

My life!

blaaargh: :( poor irrational bee.

Thu, 16 May 2013 15:48:50 -0400

blaaargh:

:( poor irrational bee.

buzzfeedfood: 23 Ways To Unleash The Power Of Asparagus

Wed, 15 May 2013 01:23:27 -0400

buzzfeedfood:

23 Ways To Unleash The Power Of Asparagus

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Wed, 15 May 2013 01:11:09 -0400

jimpson: I want to go to there.

Wed, 15 May 2013 01:09:06 -0400

jimpson:

I want to go to there.

suicideblonde: Florence Welch’s home in South London...

Tue, 14 May 2013 20:43:46 -0400

suicideblonde:

Florence Welch’s home in South London photographed by Angelo Pennetta for Vogue, May 2013

blaaargh: Stale and dusty tea that’s been hanging-out on my...

Tue, 14 May 2013 19:01:19 -0400

blaaargh:

Stale and dusty tea that’s been hanging-out on my wall for a whole year? Where do I sign up?!

loscampband: Two weeks from now, we will have entered the studio to begin pre-production on LC!...

Tue, 14 May 2013 18:46:58 -0400

loscampband:

Two weeks from now, we will have entered the studio to begin pre-production on LC! album #5.

magicalnaturetour: Lorikeet Red Photo by Aric Jaye

Tue, 14 May 2013 18:44:14 -0400

magicalnaturetour:

Lorikeet Red Photo by Aric Jaye

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Tue, 14 May 2013 18:41:30 -0400

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Tue, 14 May 2013 18:38:23 -0400

ewok-gia: Anatomical ceramic sculptures by Maria Garcia-Ibáñez

Tue, 14 May 2013 18:32:12 -0400

ewok-gia:

Anatomical ceramic sculptures by Maria Garcia-Ibáñez

somuchyarnsolittletime: (via Knitting / Pretty crochet pastel...

Mon, 13 May 2013 11:31:56 -0400

somuchyarnsolittletime:

(via Knitting / Pretty crochet pastel dotted blanket made by Karen Klarbæks’ mother. I think she used …)

rabbit-fur-coat: myrrandahxvx: Say Anything- I Want To Know...

Sun, 12 May 2013 23:46:08 -0400

rabbit-fur-coat:

myrrandahxvx:

Say Anything- I Want To Know Your Plans

I want to know your plans and how involved in them I am.
When I go to sleep for good will I be forgiven?
And If you want roses you can go buy a bouquet.
If that just won’t cut it, well what can I say?

You’re what keeps me believing the world’s not gone dead,
Strength in my bones put the words in my head.
When they pour out to paper, it’s all for you.
‘Cause that’s what you do. That’s what you do.

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Sun, 12 May 2013 23:44:42 -0400

vanished: Pani Jurek - Test Tube Chandiler

Fri, 10 May 2013 02:55:13 -0400

vanished:

Pani Jurek - Test Tube Chandiler